A Letter I Wrote Describing My Feelings Shortly Before Coming Out To My Girlfriend And Friends

becomingoselyn:

well not quite sure what age it was, but i remember that around mabey 5 i kept thinking i should be a girl, but.i figured it was in my head and ignored it, i remember laying on the couch, stiff as a board, with a pillow on my face praying, begging to God that if he cared and loved about me hed change me to how i was supposed be, and sadly nothing happened, i evetually would give up, but slowly and surley it would come back. At other times id do crazy things like mix other girls hair with water and think it would magically change me. Hell i even convinced my brother to become a brain surgoen to put my brain in a girls body (thank god he forgot that xp)  Well i entered puberty, and i became depressed for (at that time) i dont know why, but i forgot most of the time my wish to be a girl, tho it would come back and id chase it off……and convinced myself that i only thought that i was wrong, cause i was single, and once i had a girlfriend, itd go away. Now fast forward to now, and im with my gf,  and all those feelings have come back, and stronger than ever before, enough to actually consider “comming out” about it and telling my friends and family, enough to make me serously consider a sex change, i have almost no doubts about it…only fear. Fear of rejection, fear of loosing the person i love, and mamy other things……i know its really shortend, but i hope it helps get the point across

Hormone day 1! 7-22-14

Ewe my hands look giant

braveandblind:

I remember when I first decided to transition, I had a few brief moments of panic (re: many extended moments of totally overblown panic). A few of these moments had to do with the fact that, while I felt like a girl inside, I was raised male, and I realized that to be able to integrate into the…

transgirlnextdoor:

New Year, New me :)

transgirlnextdoor:

New Year, New me :)

actualtranssexual:

More hormone information. Remember that everyone is different and this timeline may not be accurate for you.

actualtranssexual:

More hormone information. Remember that everyone is different and this timeline may not be accurate for you.

bmcomic:

You were always a girl Mia~♥

bmcomic:

You were always a girl Mia~♥

acutefawn:

So this is me, yes, in both pictures.Before starting to transition and then where I am today.
This picture on the left was shortly before I started experimenting with gender identity and expression. In the 2 years that have passed since this photo, I’ve changed nearly every aspect of myself, and am becoming quite proud of the results.

acutefawn:

So this is me, yes, in both pictures.
Before starting to transition and then where I am today.

This picture on the left was shortly before I started experimenting with gender identity and expression. In the 2 years that have passed since this photo, I’ve changed nearly every aspect of myself, and am becoming quite proud of the results.

New bag!! #portal2 #valve #weightedcompanioncube #portal #companioncube #woot #bejelous

New bag!! #portal2 #valve #weightedcompanioncube #portal #companioncube #woot #bejelous

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